First Outdoor Swim of the Year!

First Outdoor Swim of the Year!

Delicious, tempting pool

 

I finally made my way to one of my favorite local outdoor pools today.  It’s a bit of a drive but it’s worth it.  The water was clean and absolutely perfect. It wasn’t horribly crowded and the sun was shining! YAY!  I was a bit sick this morning, as I am most mornings but I sort of pushed myself a little bit and I’m glad I did.

I didn’t really stick to any sets or keep track.  It’s a bit too late for that kind of swimming during this pregnancy I think.  Things certainly felt different than my swim a few weeks ago.  Freestyle still feels great but breaststroke felt weird!  My belly feels like it’s a bit in the way and my inner thighs are tight and sore.  My kick is much weaker.  Overall I’m much slower in the water.  I’m usually a fast lane swimmer but I felt very much like the medium lane was challenging enough.  In general it just felt SO good to be in water.  I crave swimming every day.  Now that I have a maternity suit on the way, I think I’ll be in the pool much more.

I think I’m definitely at the end of being able to wear my Speedo. I could feel it pulling across my belly and it wasn’t the coziest feeling.

After I got out I was STARVING in a way I couldn’t believe.  Fortunately there’s a grocery store across the street.  I sat in the sun and ate my lunch.  I smelled slightly of chlorine and sunscreen that didn’t wash off and I felt very much like ME.

A Pregnant Swimmer’s Gripe

A Pregnant Swimmer’s Gripe

Last weekend I attempted to squeeze my 25 (now 26) week pregnant body into my Speedo.  A few months back I bought a Speedo Endurance suit, my absolute favorite cut/style for swim team.  I accidentally ordered a size too big but I figured I would save it in case I gained weight or (hopefully) got pregnant.  I’m glad I saved it, but that suit might fit for approximately one more week, and not very comfortably.

This brings me to today when I foolishly was excited to shop around online for my first maternity lap suit.  They simply don’t exist.  There are plenty of maternity swim suits out there. Oh yes, cute little tankinis, bikinis, y-backs, and u-backs. These are great if you want to sit around and look cute, maybe splash around a little bit.  However, if you’re a serious swimmer, or hell just a bobbing lap swimmer, you’re going to be disappointed.

At one point Speedo made maternity suits and oh how I wish they still did.  I finally found one on my tried and true swimwear shopping site Swim Outlet.  It was the ONLY suit that has an actual decent crossback style (won’t fall off or slip off shoulders), good colors and came in a size XL.

Photo from www.swimoutlet.com, EQ Swimwear Harmony Maternity Swimsuit

I wish I were this tan. Thank you EQ Swimwear for making at least ONE swimsuit that will work for lap swimming.  Now I get to wait and pray and hope it fits and is long enough (a maternity lap suit that’s also long-torso cut? HAhahahahahah!).

For now, I’ll squeeze into my Speedo for one more week.  Tomorrow is my first outdoor swim of the year. I’m SUPER excited even though it will likely only be about 55 degrees during the morning when I swim.  I have enough “insulation” and pregnancy hormones that I will be plenty warm.

Inspired

Inspired

I am inspired.  An online friend of mine has been working very hard the last year to get in shape and prepare for her 40th birthday in style.  To reward her hard work and celebrate they’ve traveled off with their small son to a tropical paradise for two weeks.

I realized my very own 40th isn’t terribly far away, 3 years, and perhaps it’s time for me to plan too.  3 years seems like a long time but in reality it’s not.   My last major vacation (as in: over a week) was a trip to Japan and we saved and planned for about three years.  (it was great!)

Three years from now we’ll have an almost 3 year old and I would hope that would be enough time for me to return to my old level of fitness. Or at least somewhere close.

I’ve been struggling lately a bit with pregnancy body acceptance. I feel like my body is this wonderful baby making machine. I DO love my body, but the changes are pretty dramatic, and fast.  I would not have it any other way.  However, despite how it looks to anyone else, I see myself as an athlete and I’m used to feeling strong and muscular and now I have to see myself as strong in a whole new way.  Since I haven’t been on quite the workout schedule (not even close!) that I was prior to getting pregnant things are beginning to soften a little.  My arms and shoulders don’t look like swimmers arms anymore, that’s for sure.

My first goal is to continue to have a healthy pregnancy and to deliver a healthy baby boy.  I’ve been keeping up with my Waddle Challenge 100% and it has been a very worthwhile investment. Although there are times when I don’t feel AT ALL like going for a my walks or swimming, I feel better when I do.  I suspect I will be grateful when the big day comes.

Long term, I want to start thinking about how I’m going to get back to the shape I was in before I got pregnant. I don’t mean I want my pre-baby body back, I know some changes are permanent. I just want to be able to get in the water and swim the way I used to. Hike five miles and feel great.  Get on my bike and ride 20 miles.  I think I’d like to spend my 16 week maternity leave simply being with my baby and learning how to live life as a trio.

As 2014 approaches I hope to be back with my swim team again and thinking about adding in hiking and biking or whatever I fancy as spring and summer comes along.  I have no idea how this will go but I’m visualizing it it in my head.  All in eventual preparation for sailing into my 40s in style.  Perhaps in Kauai.

For now I’m going to keep admiring my beautiful basketball and my slightly increased metabolism. :)

I think it’s time to investigate maternity exercise wear!

Planning and The Waddle Challenge in Action

Planning and The Waddle Challenge in Action

The Waddle Challenge went very well last week!  I managed two, 30 minute fast walks. One during a lunch break and another after work.  I also did a ton of walking on Saturday and Sunday, so much that it would have been silly to time it.  I finally have a near-normal level of energy again at the end of the workday. I really thought that would never happen!  My days are still very much determined by how much sleep I get.  A bad night’s sleep fully ensures a miserable day the next day.

I did great with my diet and ate lots of fruits and veggies! Last weekend I made a bunch of homemade meals for us to each throughout the week.  On the menu was a crustless veggie quiche, vegetable lasagna, toasted hazelnut quiona burgers, and homemade cherry walnut chocolate granola.  Those dishes really got us through the week.  I froze the leftovers. I tend to get sick of a meal after eating it 2-3 times.

I really think the key to success for me is always going to be planning.  Making sure I have an outfit to workout in (I get sweaty enough during a 30 minute walk that a change of clothes and quick rinse are really necessary afterward!), planning some or all of my meals in advance, keeping fruit on hand.

I didn’t have time to make as much as last week but I did make a batch of gluten free “bran” muffins with lots of seeds and raisins, sweetened with dates.  I also made Nic’s favorite gluten free pizza with veggies on top.  That will keep us going for a couple days at least.

One thing I didn’t do this week was yoga. Every week I say I’m going to do it and then I don’t! I would really like to get in at least ONE yoga session this week.  Especially now that we have some space cleared out in our living room.

It has been very warm (80+ degrees) since Friday which is very non-typical for May here.  I am thoroughly enjoying it and also learning how to cope with heat while bigger than I’m used to.  It really has meant listening to my body and drinking A LOT of water and lemonade.

Spring and summer weekends are my absolute favorite. I wish I could take more time off but I’m saving every possible day off for maternity leave.

 

Waddle Challenge in action

Waddle Challenge in action

 

Sunshine and my favorite city

Life is what happens when you’re busy making other plans. – John Lennon

Life is what happens when you’re busy making other plans. – John Lennon

I haven’t disappeared, drowned in a murky lake, or slipped into a world of fast food and cupcakes!  I’ve been very busy since Dec 25th. I’ve been growing a little baby boy!  I am 21 weeks pregnant as of yesterday and it has been quite a ride so far.  I found out I was pregnant on Christmas Day, not even four weeks pregnant yet.  Shortly after, I developed a severe case of morning sickness (also called hyperemesis gravidarum) that put my world in a spin.  January, Feb, and March  were three of the most difficult months of my life.  I really thought I wasn’t going to ever start feeling better but thanks to prescription medication, self care, many, many hours of sick leave, love, and rest I’m doing SO much better!  I still wake up sick every morning but by lunch time it’s mostly resolved and it’s at a level I can tolerate at work.

Unfortunately during this time healthy eating and fitness have really taken a back seat.  Exercise is nearly impossible with HG, as is eating the way I would normally eat.  Vegetables sounded absolutely revolting until week 16 or so.  I managed fruit, only barely.  In the last three weeks I’ve returned to an almost normal level of healthy eating.  Modified slightly for heartburn.  I’ve also started trying to exercise at least three days a week.  It’s amazing how quickly my ideals about how exercise and pregnancy went out the window when I got sick!  Most days my goal was to try and eat SOMETHING! Anything! To get in at least 1000 calories and enough fluids to keep me off an IV.

I am a person motivated by goals and so my pregnancy goals now are to exercise three times per week for 30 minutes and get at least 4-6 servings of fruit and veggies/day.  The diet goals are fairly easy, it’s the exercise that has been a challenge.  If it doesn’t happen before 5pm, it’s highly unlikely that it’s going to happen.  So it’s ending up that I’m doing two fast-paced walks (“waddles”) during the work week at lunch and one weekend workout, typically another walk or swim.

Next week I’m adding in a goal to do yoga 1x/week as well.  Things are starting to stiffen up with the added weight, water weight and increased sitting!

I’m calling this is the Waddle Challenge.

I’m thinking about the direction I’d like this blog to take with this huge change in my life. I’ve concluded that I really love the health, fitness, and recipe portion.  I really don’t want to make this a baby blog, of course I would love to mention my little on occasionally but that’s not the focus.  I want to share my journey through pregnancy from a health and fitness standpoint and as a get back to fighting strength after baby is born.

I’m also hoping to update my recipe section with some new ones and categorize them in a more user-friendly way.

For now, here I am with my wee little bump at 13 weeks (I’m considerably larger now!)

13 Weeks

13 Weeks

Fitness, Interrupted and Meal Planning

Fitness, Interrupted and Meal Planning

You Can Do It – Even if “it” is resting

My never-ending migraine seems to have FINALLY left me a alone which is a huge relief.  However now that it’s gone, I’m very aware of the neck pain that was likely causing it.  I had xrays and fortunately nothing was broken. I was slightly concerned since it was the result of a bump on the head.  My C5 and C6 are a little compressed and probably causing the pain.  I think I’m finally on the mend now but ooh boy has this been a lesson in patience and stillness.  I feel like my body and mind are sometimes at odds with each other and if I’d just let them work together, things would go so much more smoothly.  I so desperately want to jump back into swimming, back into hiking, pick up yoga again.  Essentially I’m desperate to get moving but my neck wants to heal and my body wants to continue resting.  It feels like an eternity since I’ve been the fitness machine I’m used to being.  However, I believe it will all be good for my body and mind in the end.

Since I have a little extra time on my hands, I’m putting more effort into thinking about nutrition and my future.  We had a good run of meal planning for about four weeks.  Initially when Nic wanted to start meal planning I was so resistant.  I don’t know why except that I thought it would take up too much time.  It turns out it only takes about 30 minutes of planning.

During the week while doing our usual web searching  whenever one of us comes across a recipe that sounds tasty, we save it in a shared Google docs folder.  We don’t limit on what type of meal it is (breakfast, lunch, dinner, snack, dessert).  In general we’re trying to stick to wheat-free, low-ish carb meals.

On Friday or Saturday I sit down with my list of meal ideas, a weekly calendar, our upcoming CSA box ingredients and I come up with almost all of our meals and snacks. It sounds overwhelming but it really does take about 30 minutes. I have a general idea of what grains and spices we already have.  Sometimes I do a little extra looking around for recipes.  My favorite recipe resources are ohsheglows.com and The Whole Life Nutrition Kitchen.  I also read a few fitness/nutrition bloggers and get recipes from them on occasion.

After the meal plan is created, I type up a grocery shopping list.  Then Nic and I make the trek out to the grocery store and/or Costco if needed. (secret insider tip on Costco: to avoid lines and get the optimal amount of sample snacks, go right at opening on Saturday morning.)  It turns out that every-other-week is a “big” trip and every other is a “small” trip.  We don’t usually buy a lot of produce thanks to our CSA.

If you search on Google you can find quite a few meal plan templates and I suggest you pick the simplest one you can find.

I’m off to eat my lovingly prepared and planned wild rice, sauteed chard and mushrooms, and curried organic/free range/local chicken. :)

Keep on Truckin’

Keep on Truckin’

In the last three weeks I’ve had a migraine that has ranged from extremely painful to just bothersome.  I sort of knew migraines could last longer than a few days but I wasn’t sure it was recognized by the medical community.  It’s also possible to have a migraine that is tolerable enough to go to work and about normal activities, although not happily.  Mine started out very painful with an aura and ended yesterday (thankfully!) with just mild pain. My mom had a famously horrible migraine that lasted nearly six weeks one summer.   During my nearly three weeks of migraine pain I managed to go for one run averaging 10:30/minute miles (very fast for me!), two relatively hard hikes, and a couple of swims.  I regretted each workout because I felt so much worse afterward.  I am also dealing with plantar fasciitis and my foot has been very painful (I’m giving up running for 3 months or more after my next race!).  Inside all I wanted to do was rest, lie low, recover, be lazy.  I am so terrible at listening to what my body wants.  My body, my head, my feet were screaming for a break.  I am afraid that if I give in, I’ll never get back up again.

Of course, the minute I gave in and started resting, I started getting better. I also went to the doctor and got some help.  I asked for help at home.  I spent about two days really taking it easy, saw the doctor and the chiropractor and today? whaaddaya know? I feel BETTER!  I am working on better listening to what my body wants.  Believe it or not this last episode shows progress for me.  All it took was two days of taking care of myself.  Two. Days.

Mentally it was really hard for me to feel “off my game” for three weeks. I am no serious or competitive athlete, but inside my head I certainly am. Especially with myself.  My attitude was poor because I felt poorly.  After two weeks of headache pain I was starting to lose hope and get this sense of failure.  I know it’s small peanuts in terms of life/world/human problems but I’m glad I kept going and got to the other side of it.

In the last few weeks I discovered Alex Clare.  I’m sure you and everybody else has heard Too Close but the rest of his album is very good too.  My favorite song is Tightrope.  Tightrope is all about not giving up.

“The only thing I’m sure of is, to have no fear at all,
Just go, keep on going on.
And the only thing that’s certain is that sometimes your bound to fall,
Just go, keep on going on.”

 

Race Report: Fat Salmon 2012

Race Report: Fat Salmon 2012

One summer race down, two to go!  Although I have done plenty of open water swimming and a number of triathlons, I have to admit I was a bit hesitant about the Fat Salmon.  Normally i have a bit of an edge during the swim portion of a triathlon because triathlon attracts athletes that tend to excel in running and biking.  I usually come out in the top 10-25% of the swim portion.  The Fat Salmon (FS) attracts very good swimmers.  I was SO nervous on race morning when I started looking around at all of the well sculpted shoulders looming around.

I really prepared by swimming regularly for three months at masters practice and 5 weekend open water swims with the same group.  I’ve swam the much more than the 1.2 mile distance plenty of times both in open water and in the pool, but it’s always been broken up into sets.  I haven’t swam a mile or more continuously in over 10 years.

I’m happy to report that everything went GREAT!  Once I got in the water and started paddling around, I felt more comfortable.  There was some wake, but it was manageable.  I wore earplugs to protect my ears from the cold and I think they helped a lot with motion sickness because I was not sick or dizzy when I got out of the water.  I admit 1.2 miles felt like a long distance and at times I felt like I was swimming forEVER but in comparison to the people swimming 3 miles, it was a piece of cake!

My goal was simply to finish the race and so I took my time.  I stopped occasionally to adjust my cap or earplugs and I really didn’t push it.  The last thing I wanted was to swim too fast and then be exhausted halfway through.  I admit I was a bit sad when I saw my time: 47 minutes.  I let myself feel sad about it awhile and then I let it go.  I had just completed 1.2 miles of open water swimming! Not something to feel bad about!

Before the race, smiles and nerves

 

After the race, exhausted and relieved!

The leptin resistance / Paleo eating plan

The leptin resistance / Paleo eating plan

I recently paid a visit to my friendly naturopathic doctor to discuss my weight (ugh!) and diet.  We ran lots of tests and concluded I’m very healthy but could drop a few pounds.  One of the tests was the somewhat unfamiliar leptin hormone.  Leptin resistance can make it difficult to lose weight and also to feel that you are full.  Most naturopathic doctors like to see a level below 10, this also seems to mean less difficulty losing weight.  My level: 18.  This is not something embraced quite as readily by Western medicine yet.  It makes sense that I’ve been having a rough time despite being very physically active and (mostly) eating healthy.  The solution is essentially a low/no carb diet.  It’s very similar to the ever-popular Paleo diet in some ways but is less restrictive and less meat-meat-MEAT focused.  I’ve been at it for nearly two weeks and I’m down about 3 lbs, so I know it’s working.  It’s the first and ONLY “diet” or “eating plan” that I’ve ever felt I could live with. Yes it means no bread, cookies, crackers, sugar, popcorn, cereal, muffins, cupcakes, or potatoes.  However, it means plenty of avocados, nuts, lowfat dairy and ample amounts of vegetables.  Lots and LOTS of vegetables.  This is a great time of the year for it thanks to my delicious weekly CSA deliveries!

I’ve always been hesitant about the Paleo diet, yet intrigued.  I’ve been turned off by the seemingly MASS consumption of meat products but this is less restrictive.  It allows for *some* dairy, some beans/legumes, and tofu.  The occasional low carb crackers/tortilla are also OK.  I’ve been trying to keep my dairy and low carb tortilla/cracker consumption to 1/day or less.   I try to mix up my protein sources among meat/poultry/eggs/tofu/beans/legumes/nuts.

My goal at the moment is to lose 10 lbs in six weeks.  I think I’m on the right track and I don’t feel deprived, malnourished or hungry.  I feel energetic, and as of today, day #12 I am not having an “afternoon slump” anymore.

It isn’t without SOME difficulty though, as any diet is.  Things I’ve learned so far:

1. You must meal plan.  This is non-negotiable with this diet.  Carbs are EVERYWHERE and the basis for every meal in this country.  Meal planning is essential for every “diet” or healthy eating plan.  Pick an hour on the weekend, sit down with your grocery list and the internet and write down all your meals and snacks.  I also open my list of CSA veggies due to arrive every Wed and incorporate them into my meals.  It works, it’s tasty, and it saves $$.

2. When dining out, preview the menu and figure out what you can eat beforehand. Don’t make eye contact with the dish of garlic bread/tortilla chips/naan, you will be sucked in by their beauty and carby-ness.  Focus on the salmon/steak/tofu headed your way.

3. Even though nuts are allowed and encouraged it’s still important to measure out a portion.  Go ahead and get that Costco-sized tub of roasted, salted, cashews but get out your measuring cup and put it inside.

4. Learn to use vegetables in places where there would normally be a carb.  For example, use zucchini pasta in place of spaghetti.  Use lettuce in place of taco shells (and tofu if you’re sick of turkey/beef).  Lettuce also works well as a tortilla.  The more I eat this way, the more I realize it’s never really been about the tortilla or the shell for me, it’s about the filling.  Pizza and ravioli on the other hand, I’m still crying over them somewhat.  Although I did find an intriguing recipe on the blog of a friend-of-a-friend of mine for Paleo pizza.

5. Prepare yourself for potlucks, parties and gatherings.  I was really tested during my first week at a family party and then AGAIN on the 4th of July.  Plate upon plate of cookies, bowls of chips, delicious cheesy garlic bread.  It made want to cry. At the first event I didn’t come prepared and I was sad about it. (bless my sweet mother for making deviled eggs!) I felt left out and hungry.  At the 2nd event I was much smarter.  We cut up celery sticks for me to use in place of chips (hello bean dip and salsa!), I ate a pile of fresh cherries and two delicious pieces of BBQ chicken.

6. Give in, but not too much.  There may be a point when you just can’t take it and need that special treat.  DO IT, but then immediately get back on the horse.  This is a touchy subject because there are some people that can do this and not fall off track and there are some that cannot.  I know for myself I can do it as long as my meals are planned and I know I’m not stepping into a bad pattern.  I make my portion small and savor it.  I try to anyway.

7. Take one day during the week and track everything you’re eating.  Keep track of your caloric intake. Even though this eating plan should realistically keep you at a good calorie level (for me <1900/day) it’s not hard to go overboard on nuts/cheese and justify it.  I HATE calorie counting and try to avoid it, but it helps keep me accountable if I do it once a week.

This is just my experience so far and I’m no expert, but this is what’s working for me. It will be interesting to see how it goes as I’m starting week 3.  I was already mostly excluding sugar, wheat, and most dairy out of my diet, but I still heavily indulged in potatoes, corn (cornbread! corn tortillas! tortilla chips!), and non-wheat grains (quinoa! brown rice!).

I’m hoping the outcome of this is that I drop some weight and feel it athletically.  I would love it if I got faster in the pool as a result of good nutrition.  I know I already have more energy.

Motion Sickness While Swimming and Summer Races

Motion Sickness While Swimming and Summer Races

Over the last six years I’ve been dealing with extreme motion sickness while swimming.  I used to be able to swim without any issue at all.  Then I took a break for a year.  When I came back to the pool for the first time I was fine for about 30 minutes.  The first time I did an hour of swimming was horrible.  I was so sick all I could do was wrap myself in a towel and lay on the bench in the locker room.  A woman in the locker room went and got a staff member because she was so worried about me.  I was so nauseated, dizzy, and faint that my sister had to meet me at the gym to ride the bus home with me.  Fortunately she had ginger flavored Altoids in her purse which took a little bit of the edge off.

I tried SO many things to combat the nausea – ginger Altoids, ginger chews, taking ginger pills before my swim, putting raw ginger in my water bottle (in short: the ginger really did not help for prevention), swimming while looking at the lane line, trying not rotate too much, eating more before practice, eating less, 1/2 doses of “less drowsy” Dramamine (just made me feel tired and weak AND nauseated), using earplugs, getting new goggles, swimming slower, swimming faster, skipping flip turns.  I think I tried everything.

After so much trial and error, I *think* I’ve finally found a combo that works for me!  I finally saw a physical therapist that specialized in inner ear issues.  I really scoffed at the idea at first that it was inner ear issues but then I remembered some bouts of vertigo I had experienced years earlier.  I had nearly three weeks of continuous vertigo once that finally cleared up somewhat spontaneously.  He taught me a version of the Epley maneuver which helped eliminate about 70% of my symptoms.  NPR has a great article about vertigo and the Epley Maneuver.

The 2nd piece that has helped a great deal is wearing Psi bands when I swim.  In the past I’ve had so-so luck with Sea Bands, the fabric acupressure bands that help prevent motion sickness. I was somewhat skeptical about the Psi bands but when worn correctly, the DO work.  I have to be very sure to put them on about an hour before swimming and that they are in the correct spot.  The downside of the Psi bands is that they aren’t very comfortable and they have a tendency to come apart.  So far they’ve stayed on while swimming but I wonder how they’ll do if I were to run into a lane line or another swimmer.

Doing both of these things has enabled me to swim three or four workouts recently (including one in a very cold lake!) without ANY sickness.  It’s amazing to me how much harder I can swim when I’m not thinking about barfing into the gutters!

 

 

 

 

*Disclaimer:  I am not a medical professonal, please see a physician before attempting anything I’ve suggested, ESPECIALLY if you are suddenly dealing with nausea, vertigo or dizziness.  They can have many causes.